Polly told her what it was, adding, "I suppose I ought to go and help Fanny,
but I can't say I want to. The girls talk about things I have nothing to do
with, and I don't find their gossip very amusing. I 'm an outsider, and they
only accept me on Fan's account; so I sit in a corner and sew, while they
chatter and laugh."
"Would n't it be a good chance to say a word for Jenny? She wants work, and
these young ladies probably have quantities done somewhere. Jenny does fine work
exquisitely, and begins to feel anxious to be earning something. I don't want
her to feel dependent and unhappy, and a little well-paid sewing would be all
she needs to do nicely. I can get it for her by running round to my friends, but
I really have n't the time, till I get the Mullers off. They are paupers here,
but out West they can take care of themselves, so I 've begged the money to send
them, and as soon as I can get them some clothes, off they go. That 's the way
to help people help themselves," and Miss Mills clashed her big scissors
energetically, as she cut out a little red flannel shirt.
"I know it is, and I want to help, but I don't know where to begin," said
Polly, feeling quite oppressed with the immensity of the work.
"We can't any of us do all we would like, but we can do our best for every
case that comes to us, and that helps amazingly. Begin with Jenny, my dear; tell
those girls about her, and if I 'm not much mistaken, you will find them ready
to help, for half the time it is n't hardness of heart, but ignorance or
thoughtlessness on the part of the rich, that makes them seem so careless of the
poor."
"Then, my dear, can't you bear a little ridicule for the sake of a good
cause? You said yesterday that you were going to make it a principle of your
life, to help up your sex as far and as fast as you could. It did my heart good
to hear you say it, for I was sure that in time you would keep your word. But,
Polly, a principle that can't bear being laughed at, frowned on, and
cold-shouldered, is n't worthy of the name."
"I want to be strong-minded in the real sense of the word, but I don't like
to be called so by people who don't understand my meaning; and I shall be if I
try to make the girls think soberly about anything sensible or philanthropic.
They call me old-fashioned now, and I 'd rather be thought that, though it is
n't pleasant, than be set down as a rampant woman's rights reformer," said
Polly, in whose memory many laughs, and snubs, and sarcasms still lingered,
forgiven but not forgotten.
"This love and thought and care for those weaker, poorer, or worse than
ourselves, which we call Christian charity, is a very old fashion, my dear. It
began eighteen hundred years ago, and only those who honestly follow the
beautiful example set us then, learn how to get genuine happiness out of life. I
'm not a 'rampant woman's rights reformer,'" added Miss Mills, with a smile at
Polly's sober face; "but I think that women can do a great deal for each other,
if they will only stop fearing what 'people will think,' and take a hearty
interest in whatever is going to fit their sisters and themselves to deserve and
enjoy the rights God gave them. There are so many ways in which this can be
done, that I wonder they don't see and improve them. I don't ask you to go and
make speeches, only a few have the gift for that, but I do want every girl and
woman to feel this duty, and make any little sacrifice of time or feeling that
may be asked of them, because there is so much to do, and no one can do it as
well as ourselves, if we only think so."
"I 'll try!" said Polly, influenced more by her desire to keep Miss Mills'
good opinion than any love of self-sacrifice for her sex. It was rather a hard
thing to ask of a shy, sensitive girl, and the kind old lady knew it, for in
spite of the gray hair and withered face, her heart was very young, and her own
girlish trials not forgotten. But she knew also that Polly had more influence
over others than she herself suspected, simply because of her candid, upright
nature; and that while she tried to help others, she was serving herself in a
way that would improve heart and soul more than any mere social success she
might gain by following the rules of fashionable life, which drill the character
out of girls till they are as much alike as pins in a paper, and have about as
much true sense and sentiment in their little heads. There was good stuff in
Polly, unspoiled as yet, and Miss Mills was only acting out her principle of
women helping each other. The wise old lady saw that Polly had reached that
point where the girl suddenly blooms into a woman, asking something more
substantial than pleasure to satisfy the new aspirations that are born; a time
as precious and important to the after-life, as the hour when the apple blossoms
fall, and the young fruit waits for the elements to ripen or destroy the
harvest.
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