She continued to sit helplessly beside the hall-table, the tearsrunning
down her cheeks. The appearance of the bonne arousedher. Her youngest charge,
Geordie, had been feverish for a dayor two; he was better, but still confined to
the nursery, and hehad heard Susy unlock the house-door, and could not imagine
whyshe had not come straight up to him. He now began to manifesthis indignation
in a series of racking howls, and Susy, shakenout of her trance, dropped her
cloak and umbrella and hurriedup.
"Oh, that child!" she groaned.
Under the Fulmer roof there was little time or space for theindulgence of
private sorrows. From morning till night therewas always some immediate
practical demand on one's attention;and Susy was beginning to see how, in
contracted households,children may play a part less romantic but not less useful
thanthat assigned to them in fiction, through the mere fact ofgiving their
parents no leisure to dwell on irremediablegrievances. Though her own
apprenticeship to family life hadbeen so short, she had already acquired the
knack of rapidmental readjustment, and as she hurried up to the nursery
herprivate cares were dispelled by a dozen problems of temperature,diet and
medicine.
Such readjustment was of course only momentary; yet each time ithappened it
seemed to give her more firmness and flexibility oftemper. "What a child I was
myself six months ago!" shethought, wondering that Nick's influence, and the
tragedy oftheir parting, should have done less to mature and steady herthan
these few weeks in a house full of children.
Pacifying Geordie was not easy, for he had long since learned touse his
grievances as a pretext for keeping the offender at hisbeck with a continuous
supply of stories, songs and games.
"You'd better be careful never to put yourself in the wrong withGeordie,"
the astute Junie had warned Susy at the outset,"because he's got such a memory,
and he won't make it up withyou till you've told him every fairy-tale he's ever
heardbefore."But on this occasion, as soon as he saw her, Geordie'sindignation
melted. She was still in the doorway, compunctious,abject and racking her dazed
brain for his favourite stories,when she saw, by the smoothing out of his mouth
and the suddenserenity of his eyes, that he was going to give her thedelicious
but not wholly reassuring shock of being a good boy.
Thoughtfully he examined her face as she knelt down beside thecot; then he
poked out a finger and pressed it on her tearfulcheek.
"Poor Susy got a pain too," he said, putting his arms about her;and as she
hugged him close, he added philosophically: "TellGeordie a new story, darling,
and you'll forget all about it."
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